Thursday, May 24, 2012

The Catch Up Post

I have been swamped and exhausted lately and I have failed to get this blog all caught up to the relative present so I have decided to do a  FAST FORWARD post. I will hit the big things and if I remember smaller things I figure I can always add them into posts later.


After attending the Afghan Explosives Ordnance Disposal (EOD) graduation, I had the opportunity to talk the Navy EOD guys responsible for helping train the ANA(Afghan National Army) EOD teams. I explained my job to them and they told me I was welcome to come out with them to the demolition range in two days. I accepted.

I went back to Deh Dadi II and switched out my laundry, repacked and headed back to Camp Spann the next day (yes, this time with my sleeping bag lol). Early the following morning I was all packed up like a sardine in an MRAP vehicle and headed to the demolition range. The range consisted of a wide open space with large blast pits.  The security team set up a perimeter and the ANA and EOD guys got to work placing C4 charges on some helicopter rockets that had been dropped and needed to be disposed of. They rolled out some det. cord and we moved back to watch the explosions. I climbed up in the gunner turret to video tape and was amazed that even 300 meters away I could feel the power of the explosions ripple through my body!
It was funny because the ANA route clearance guys had no problem setting up the charges but when it came time to detonate they were no where to be found at first. They had made a B-line to their vehicle, closed and locked the doors! I guess when you grow up watching explosions kill your loved ones it isn't as exciting as it is to we Americans who grow up watching cool Hollywood effects on movie screens. With some coaxing and reassurance, they stuck around for the second and third detonations.

My next notable adventure was being involved with the very first U.S. outpost deconstruction in Regional Command North. You may or may not recall President Karzai calling for all U.S. COPs (combat outpost, smaller than a FOB- forward operating base) to be closed after the Koran Burning incident at Bagram. Well, that mandate fell in the laps of the Engineers so off we went to tear down COP Qaisar, a tiny little postage stamp in the Northwest. I flew with our Task Force Commander so I got to take a Blackhawk dedicated just for our trip. We still stopped 4 times for fuel and other small errands before making it to our destination but you get to fly lower and faster in the Blackhawks so the view was incredible and I didn't mind. I didn't realize until that flight how beautiful Afghanistan really is.





I spent a few days at Qaisar taking pictures, filming leader engagements between our commander and the local ANA infantry commander who had been partnering with the infantry unit occupying the COP, and learning to operate construction equipment. The last day it began to rain goats and sheep so operations had to be halted for a while but as soon as it lightened up enough to at least see, work resumed and continued into the night to make up for lost time. I had only 3 hours to sleep that night because I was catching a late night convoy over to FOB Griffin but the racket from the jackhammer and controlled explosions (trying to break up the 2 foot thick concrete maintenance tent pad) throughout the night cut that down to about an hour. I loved every minute of that experience. The work ethic and dedication of the soldiers was inspiring. They were all covered in mud, head to toe, holes in their clothes, tattered gloves, no hot showers, no internet and yet not a single complaint or bad attitude. They completed the deconstruction 4 days ahead of schedule.

We (my Task Force Commander and I) arrived at FOB Griffin about 0445 and decided to post up in the security control center while we sought to establish communications with the company commander we needed to link up with. He said he would meet us in the dining hall at 0600 when it opened. Sweet, we can sleep for an hour. I thought, as I stood there willing my eyes to stop drooping so much and look more motivated. "Well LT, I think I will just read here for an hour and then we can head over to chow" chirped my super human Task Force Commander. "Roger that, Sir!" I said with as much enthusiasm as I could muster and plopped down at an empty desk. I didn't have a book or anything so I just stared at the pictures of the family of whoever usually sat at the desk. What seemed like 5 minutes later the commander was telling me to get ready to go and I was on my feet with a smile and enthusiasm as if I had never fallen asleep with my forehead plastered to the desk. Breakfast. Drop my bags in the transient tent. 2 more annoying reminders that I am a female and thus must be extra careful, as we walk through the ANA compound...Finally I looked my commander in the eyes and said, "Sir, I carry a very large rifle and a very large knife and I'm definitely in the same weight class as these Afghan men; I feel good about my chances in a fight." "well, still take a battle buddy wherever you go." "Roger Sir." SIGH. Everyone but me was staying at a separate compound so someone had to be sent to escort me between compounds every evening and every morning. I hated that.


We met with ANA Engineer leadership although I got some subtle staring and sideways looks, it wasn't a big deal I was there. An ANA Lieutenant stood up to give me his chair, I said, "Thank you, no, no it's ok keep your seat" He gestured toward the chair, I gestured it was ok, he gestured more, I said it was ok....he growled and forcefully gestured that I sit. I did. That was that. Yikes!

The commander continued his meetings and I attended a training session with the Embedded Training Team responsible for training the ANA Route Clearance company there. They were teaching a group of Afghan non-commissioned officers map reading and plotting skills.  Here, I had my first cup of chai, Afghan tea. Well, actually, I had my first 10 cups because I kept putting my cup down to take pictures and when I would go to pick it back up it would be refilled and then I didn't want to be rude and seem wasteful by not finishing it. They offered me small taffy-like fruit flavored candies and the training team explained to me that you put them in the tea and the melt and sweeten it. The chai was also SCALDING hot...I had to let it cool for at least 20 minutes before it was drinkable. The training team explained to me that it is so hot because it is well-water and the Afghans boil it to purify it. He advised I not drink anything luke warm. This kid was just a specialist and so collected and knowledgeable! The Afghans loved him! They greeted him with hugs and fist-pounds and welcoming grins. He had none of the uneasiness some of the older ranks had being around Afghan Soldiers and clearly earned their trust and respect in the very short amount of time he had been there. Plus, the team works outside the U.S. security perimeter constantly and wears no body armor because it would portray an offensive lack of trust to the soldiers they are charged with training. 19 years old and doing tangible, tide turning, dangerous work for the American and Afghan people. It is true, what they say, about children leading us. It is also true, what they say, about specialists running the Army!


The next day first aid training was taking place and I walked over with a member of the ETT to take pictures. The medic was on the ground with a fake ANA patient and 2 ANA trainee helpers demonstrating compression bandages and tourniquets and the rest of the trainees were circled around them observing. As soon as I walked up, obvious murmuring and distraction spread through the crowd. They were all looking at me. I asked the translator what was going on. He said they are saying "Look, a female. And she is an officer! and she is very beautiful!" My face got hot. I looked back toward the group and 50 cameras and phones were pointed at me snapping pictures. I was shocked and stared at them for a heart beat before I started waving at them to put their cameras down. I kept waving while asking the translator to tell them to focus on the training! He kind of laughed and started to say something when someone through their arm around my shoulders and pulled me to their side! I looked up and the ANA LT who had insisted I sit during the meeting was smiling and gesturing for me to look at his friend holding his camera for a picture. I smiled awkwardly and backed away. Luckily before things had gotten too out of hand I had snapped a few good pictures. With a defeated look on my face I looked at the SGT in charge of the training team. He laughed and asked if I had gotten what I needed and I said yes and I should probably go so the training could continue. We started to walk back toward the lower compound and it began to pour. We jogged back until we were inside the gate. I asked the specialist why he thought things went so differently in this training. He pointed out that the other one was with leaders and these were lower enlisted soldiers. 

The next day the ANA soldiers were riding along on a short route clearance mission to the COP Qaisar site that was mere skin and bones at that point. I rode along in the Buffalo and explained the radio traffic to them through the translator. When we got to Qaisar, the Route Clearance Platoon I was riding with got a call about an IED that Afghan National Police had discovered and were requesting EOD support for. What exciting news! I said to the platoon leader, "I'm coming along, right" He agreed. Unfortunately, by the time we got to the site, we were informed the Navy Seals had already blown the IED in place. We had Navy EOD with us so who knows how those wires got crossed but you gotta love Military coordination and communication. 3 hours of driving for the flag.
 The next day I was all by my lonesome on a chopper back to Deh Dadi. That time, I rode in a little Huey in the back, almost part of the tail, seat that faces out. It was like watching Afghanistan on a movie screen. Absolutely beautiful. I was in awe. I was also practically sitting on top of the contractor in the very tiny seat next to me and I don't think he had the same appreciation for the scenery.

When I arrived back at Deh Dadi, no one was there to pick me up at the flight line. I looked around, chuckled, and snapped the chest snap on my ruck. I walked a little more than a mile in full battle rattle back to our headquarters and continued straight into the Task Force Commander's office. I said, "Sir! I'm back and I would like my patch! I have been waiting patiently!" When a Soldier reaches the 30 days in theater mark, they receive a "combat patch" to wear on their right shoulder signifying their veteran status. I had missed all of the patching ceremonies while I was gone and was excited for my right shoulder to finally have something on it below the flag. The commander laughed and started rummaging through his drawer to find a spare patch to give me. He went to put it on me and we both realized I was wearing a combat shirt which doesn't have a space for the patch. He told me to go shower and change and he would have our Command Sergeant Major patch me when I got back. My commander took the picture while Sergeant Major placed the 18th Engineer Brigade patch, that I am still wearing now, on my right shoulder.






Thursday, May 3, 2012

Mike Spann

I walked back to my tent and pulled out my assault pack. What to pack...what to pack....The words of an ROTC instructor echoed in my head "When you are an officer, people won't tell you what to pack, what you decide bring is what you have." I was only going for an over-nighter but here they say always be ready to be stuck a minimum of 72 hours. I packed a couple pairs of socks, bras, undershirts, underwear....an extra uniform, a flashlight, phone from home I use as an alarm/charger, camera/charger, malaria pills, hygiene kit, laptop, extra eyepro, pt uniform, shower shoes...I hesitated....maybe I should bring my sleeping bag or a blanket...pillow? No, it's just one night, I'll be fine. It has been warm lately and I'll be in a tent. I'll just crash in my uniform. Worst Case scenario I can always buy a blanket at the exchange there. I crawled into my bed, checked my Facebook, and knocked out.

A few hours later I headed to my office to get some routine work done. I had told my NCOIC to take the morning off and get done whatever he needed to before we left. The Supply Sergeant stopped by to give me the blank cds I had requested the day before and I told him about my trip. He asked how much ammo I had, I said 10 rounds. He asked how many magazines I had, I said two magazine. The Supply Sergeant laughed at me....a lot. When he calmed down he said, "LT what the hell did you do with all your ammo!?" I said, "That was all they gave me! They said that was all they had." He laughed more, "LT, they issued again when we got here." I stared at him. "Well no one told me! I thought everyone had 10 rounds!" Supply Sergeant shook his head, "So you were about to go outside the wire with 10 rounds? I hope you have really good aim! Come on, we will square you away." I grinned and grabbed my weapon to follow him. He placed 6 magazines on the table. He handed me stacks of 5.56 ball rounds on little metal racks. I looked at him, looked at the stacks of bullets and sighed. I picked up the first rack and pulled the first bullet off and put it in my magazine. I loaded a second round. A third. The Supply Sergeant was rummaging through boxes until he turned around with a small piece of metal. I looked at it and looked at him. "What's that? A magazine broke?" He laughs more. "No, LT, this is a speed loader. Watch." He picked up one of the racks and a magazine and placed the "speed loader" on the end of the magazine. He fitted the rack into the groove of the "speed loader" and placed the other end of the rack against the table and pressed the magazine down onto the rack. Instantly the entire rack of bullets was loaded! I was amazed! Here I thought I was going to spend the next hour loading over 100 bullets by hand! And all those times at the range I hand wondered how they loaded the mags so fast! And such a simple little tool! "wow! That's awesome Sergeant! Do I get to keep this thing?" He nodded and I clutched it with excitement.

A few hours later my NCOIC and I were in full kit (body armor WITH the annoying neck and groin protectors and terminator looking attachment holding all my magazines, eye protection, gloves, helmet, weapon) standing at the flight-line. A civilian Canadian version of a Chinook helicopter gracefully landed before us and we waddled up to our seats. About a minute and a half later we were climbing back off the helicopter at Camp Mike Spann, DDII's senselessly close next door neighbor.

One of my former maintenance chiefs, now assigned to the partnership office, and the former StratCom LT picked us up at the flight-line in a white pick-up. Oddly enough, the helipad was outside the compound in this case so we got searched on the way in. We removed all of our armor at the Partnership office and spent a couple hours talking about all things StratCom and Partnership. We went to the Dining Facility for dinner and then spent another hour working at the office before retiring to the transit tents we would spend the night in.  I wandered a bit until I found the female showers.. rifle slung, fixed blade knife in one hand, hygiene kit in the other, flashlight on my head. After an icy shower I sloshed in wet flip-flops, same posture as I came, back to my tent.

A civilian sleeping bag was rolled out on the bed across from the one I had picked and a backpack on the floor next to it. I stared at the items for a while before getting fully dressed again and pulling my laptop out to watch a show on my computer and possibly check Facebook. I placed my backpack behind my head and relaxed a bit. No internet. I watched a show I had brought with me and then placed my laptop on the floor next to me as I began to fade into sleep. I was groggy and half-conscious when I heard the other lady walk in. She was sturdy and tall, brunette, and dressed like a hiker. I said hello, she said hello, I slipped back into a light sleep. I was shivering. I felt the ache in my muscles as I woke up. The resonating ache from clenching them too long. I peered around in the darkness before reaching into my backpack for my spare uniform top. I pulled it tightly around my chest and tried to relax my muscles. I felt better for a few moments and then began shivering again, as if the cold had only been delayed by the extra layer. I figured eventually I would fall back asleep. I was so tired. I decided to try to relax and ignore it. I kept shivering, not easing any closer to sleep. I grunted and sat up. Of course, the night I'm here it gets hold. When the hell did it get cold! I looked around the tent with my flashlight. Earlier I had a seen an abandoned sheet. I spotted it again with the light. I creeped over and inspected it without touching it. A candy wrapper, a shoelace, lots of dust....it doesn't look like it is covered in anything strange or diseased...I leaned down and sniffed it. It smelled like dust. I stared at it for a while and felt the ache in my muscles, fought the urge to clatter my teeth together, and finally put the flashlight band around my head and picked up the sheet. I leaned away as I shook it out, more time than necessary probably. Wow, I'm really going to use this random dusty sheet. Next time I'll bring the damn sleeping bag. I laid back down wrapping the extra top and the sheet around me, careful not to touch the sheet to my face, in case it had coodies or something. I woke up from the cold a few more times but at least was able to sleep in between.

In the morning, I packed up my gear before meeting my NCOIC in the Dining Facility for breakfast. Afterward, we grabbed our gear and headed back to the partnership office. Our Battalion Commander and Commander Sergeant Major flew in and we all went to the Afghan National Security Forces Engineer School EOD (specialists that disarm bombs) graduation. There was a speaker and a long prayer (which technically, my hair should have been covered for but after 10 years of working with us they don't expect American women to follow their cultural/religious rules, but had I known at the time, I would have covered my hair out of respect) and then a line of professors, senior ranking officers, dignitaries, and our own CSM and BC formed at the front of the room. The enthusiasm of the Afghan Soldiers was inspiring! Upon hearing their name, they each proudly stood up, marched dramatically down the hall, lifting their arms and legs as high as they could go with each step, halted in front of the person holding their certificate and saluted, shooting "I am ready to receive my certificate" in Dari. Upon receiving their certificate they would shake hands, about face, hold the certificate over their head proudly and shout in Dari, "I have graduated and served my country!" After the ceremony I was able to interview the top graduate in the class. He had served in the Afghan Army for 6 years, 2 of those years as an officer. He said he did not have a wife and his mother was proud of his military service but unhappy about him working with explosives. I asked him why he joined the army and he said all the young men were joining to serve their country. I asked him why he became an officer and he said he wanted to someday command brigades. I asked him why EOD and he said he liked being able to make bombs safe so that children wouldn't get hurt. I asked him, if he could tell the Afghan people one thing, what would it be? He said to keep and open mind and hope for the future.

I was interrupted by the Specialist pulling security for me during the interview and we were hurried back to the office. I spent 15 minutes at the bazaar looking at the handmade crafts and buying a phone card before it was time to gear up. We convoyed back to DDII which was the most roundabout 1 hour route to go next door trip I have ever been on. I was glued to the ballistic window looking at the village, the people and the buildings, for the first time. It was completely fascinating. We cleared weapons and fueled up upon returning and went to drop our gear. When I walked back into my tent, after what seemed like much longer than 24 hrs, there was the sleeping bag I decided to leave, mocking me.